More medical… of course…

This seems like a constant in my life. Soon as I get mostly caught up there come the medical crap to drag me back down.

So what is it this time? Pretty sure it’s just strep throat. But it’s worse than I’ve ever had it before. My whole body is in complete agony. My chest feels pressure. My arms are sore. My back is sore. My head feels like a ton of bricks flew into it. And then my throat of course. White pockets and all. All logic says it’s strep but it hit hard and fast and all mean-like. Jackie no likey.

So I will be going into the doctor at 9 in the morning. Hopefully they will let me bill again as I have no moneys for the appointment. Hopefully Justin will be able to pay for my prescription, also. I hate my life. Seriously. I just need a new, better paying job. What the heck is stopping me?

I am seriously thinking of calling Dear Uncle to see if he can get me a job in one of the casinos. It’d be the best bet for me. I’d hate to leave Payless… but if it’s what I’d have to do to get myself on track.. then I need to do it.

Why am I awake at 4:40 in the morning. Damn aching. It just won’t go away. *cry* It’s times like these that I wish I was home with my mom. She’d make everything better for sure.

*sigh* Anyway. I suppose I should go for now. I’ll talk to you all later.

Much Love,
Jackie

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